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8:00 pm, Rotterdam time:
I am sitting in a darkened room filled with screens. Lodewijk sits
by the entrance. Arjen on a stool by the corridor exit. I sit on
the stairs. We are all dressed in yellow to distinguish ourselves
as performers. I wear a yellow wig and stare intently at my computer
screen. Through the door, down the hall are the Radiotopia guys,
bringing in sounds from the internet, into the theatre space and
sending a stream to us. The sound is initially extremely quiet.
A public spills in and stands around awkwardly staring around the
room, before heading towards the bar. Later on, acclimatized and
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2:00, New York time:
[Isabelle's report] Dan sets up a poker table
(soda can slots and all!), lights some candles and orders plates
of middle-eastern food. Passers-by glimpsing in through the big
ground level windows witness a semi circle of silver powerbooks
and three obsessed young people in the middle of an elaborate techgnostic
seance. Barely lifting their heads, but typing away frantically,
at times bursting into laughter for no visible reason, the clue
must lie inside the glowing screens. |
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9:30
pm. Rotterdam time:
I'm not fully conscious of what I am writing. It just flows. Lodewijk
and Arjen are engrossed with their partners, glancing from their
keyboard-to screen- to keyboard - to screen. People in the room
are sending sms to us. Their messages bounce around simultaneously
on all of our screens. We comply with offerings, images, secrets,
embarresments, emotional rollercoasters, wonderment, and sheer nonsense.
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DONUT
Between DONUTS and corrupt cops, i don't know where
to start. I mean, has the whole world gone completely insance? insane?
do you know what i mean? i try to stop these feelings inside me,
but somehow they can't be suppressed. i have bad dreams about this.
i'm lying in water, a plane falls over me, then suddenly there is
a huge crash. and there is falling glass over me. my head gets cut.
i can no longer see.... there is screaming and then everything goes
black...oh shit...we were talking about DONUTS
weren't we?
DONUTS are a real drag. It's
just that shape already turns me off! |
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BENEATH THE
VEIL, INHALE, COMMITMENT
BENEATH THE VEIL, they are wearing lipstick, mascara,
long lashes, fish net stockings. they are lawyers, doctors, they
love their children, they go to work, they know how to sew, they
INHALE, they are not afraid of COMMITMENT,
they love their mothers, they walk to school even though they are
only seven, (that's a very brave thing to do by the way), they love
taking risks, they have a sense of COMMITMENT towards
the game, whatever the game might be. can you think of a game we
might play?
I like to see what is BENEATH THE VEIL,
in a rather virtual COMMITMENT she donned her VEIL
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| People sit/stand
beside us, lay against the walls. It is quiet and contemplative.
Some stay for hours. Some come up and talk to me, makes comments.
I'm willing to share myself with them, even though I cannot give
them my full attention. We participate together in the digestion
and transformation of words, of experiences, |
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| Although basically
incarcerated by my keyboard and screen, I start to incorporate my
physical actions into the narrative. I feel it perfectly valid to
announce that I'm going to take a break, walk across the room, go
to the bar and grab a beer. I feel comfortable to mix together the
banal and profound. I type the words, "ij, if you'll excuse
me, I'm going to stand up now and walk across the room. I'll be
with you shortly". The public is broken out of the screen
trance for a moment, by my movements across physical space. |
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New York comments:
ij: It felt very good to do this! I loved the weaving in and out
of realities: if it was misha writing about bathroom break or the
SMS keyword or the flow of images or misha (being back from the
bathroom) writing her guts out, or a glance into a book next to
me, or a glance into a screen next to me - all inspired the writing
and got merged into the flow of words. The keywords held it together,
and held us together as well, I felt! We were all on the same trajectory
but in different ways. |
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